I just wanna get back to taking care of myself through healthy eating, and working out regularly. But I just can’t seem to find the fire that first started me on my journey.
Last week I finally broke my plateau, and then I proceeded to eat EVERYTHING over the weekend. Now I’m back to where I was before, and I’m just straight up bummed. I’m sick of this cycle where I do really well during the week, and then on the weekend I lose all self-control.
I’m going to try to make it through the rest of this month without messing up too much. But starting May, I’m going to lay down the law. I’m going to get a plan together and make shit happen. I’d really like to lose 20 more pounds before I move at the end of August. I’ve really got to make the best of my time here, because if I have to stay with my parents while I transition to a new place….well, it’s not going to be pretty. But I also acknowledge that I can’t be complacent, and accept that every time I get around my family I act a fool. I’m really going to try on being strong, and NOT eating anything and everything when I visit my family.
Anywho, that’s my Tuesday rant.